There are a few things i life that are certain

Death.
Taxes.
Humiliation.
Love.
and Heartache.

Just thought i would throw that out there. I have been watching Prison Break and it is pretty addictive. I had originally watched the show when it came on on tv but I started in the middle of the first season and missed all of the background information. I am stuck like glue on this stuff. Not to mention Dominic Purcell, (character is Lincoln Burrows) is GORGEOUS!

In other news, I love and hate winter break. I love it because i don't have to worry about school or all crap that goes with it, but i hate it because it is so long that i get really bored.

New Years is coming up soon. Just a couple of days away and I already have two options for it. They are: 1go out of town with a friend or 2stay in with a couple of friends and ring in the new year that way... I would love to go out of town but i don't think i can budget that at the moment.

SO i guess we will see how things go...
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Winter in the South

Now, you would think that even though I am currently in the south that the weather would be remotely cool. HA! This is definitely not the case right now, its 4 AM and I can't sleep. Insomnia will do that to you but it doesn't help  that its 52 degrees out. I know most of you would say, "Gosh thats cold." Ha. nO. not at all. I wish God would shut off the heater and crank up the A/C outside. This is disgusting for December. I let the mutt out and it is hotter outside than it is inside. Forgive me, but this is just shit.

Well that's all i have to say because when I am warm and cannot sleep i get really cranky.

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GRR

I HATE RAIN. It makes everything hurt!!!!

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I'm tired...

Of never getting a single freaking' comment or read. This is getting pathetic. I wonder why people can't stumble aimlessly across my blog but I can see a ton of blogs from people who've not even posted in months! at least i try to post every once and a while. I was going to post every day but i started running out of things to say.


Oh well. Screw it. I'm too tired tonight.

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Halloween

I love how we age when it comes to Halloween...

In childhood,
    We dress up in ridiculous outfits and bang on a strangers door and demand them to hand over sweets...
I thought we weren't supposed to talk to strangers or accept candy from them... what happened to STRANGER DANGER? haha

In Adolescence,
    We dress up in slutty or disturbing costumes and attend the "cool" parties where we don't get candy but bad reputations or a nasty hangover....

In Adulthood,
   We encourage our behavior even more although that hangover isn't met with the "so what did you do last night hun, you told me you were crashing at so-and-so's house. Did you have fun trick-or-treating?"
Instead, we're met with strange places, raging headaches, and a case of "did i really do that last night"

So, Halloween you bastard fool, Thanks for the excuses!

I feel like crap. End of story.

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Day of Weirdness and Spelling Mistakes

Just a quick post:

I was stared down by two pigeons at walmart and one at school...


Damn you pigeons, Leave Me Alone. I am not going to join your cult of crazy bird weirdness.

And thanks to my roommate plastic birds are now off the table with the pigeons...

So,
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Door Lock

What I don't understand is why someone would lock their door when they are in the room but leave it completely unlocked and wide opened when not occupying the space..., somebody mind spelling that out to me? There is nothing that you should be doing with you live with other people that would require you lock your door when you are occupying the space and leave it unsecure when not.

stupid rant for the night, quite tired, adios

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Long days, waiting on class... Wish a rhino would stomp through and distract

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It's been a long week, should post more. I'm getting complacent

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Abject Loser

I sure feel like one, that's for sure. No one reads my blog or follows it or comments, and I'm pretty sure I'm not going to sit here like some whiny loser and complain about how no on reads my blog.

In a way, it's slightly comforting because no one is just sitting on their computers judging me based on my ramblings and stupidity.

I try to get my words out the best I can, while also understanding that anything I put on the internet is fair game. I get that. . .
What I don't get is how I can go onto some of the others in the blogosphere and they have hundreds of followers, and their blogs are kind of scary. . .
I have to give it up to this one dude in asia because he's a really ninja of a guy!

He post pictures about random crap that happens to him, all in ninja pose.

And I just realized, I have been using commas wrong!

Who would figure after all of the school work I've done on commas and the slash bleeding teachers did to my papers that I would forget the basic rules of commas. Tsk Tsk

I am going to try and go back and fix them but it is 2;22 IN THE MORNING!!! I def need some sleep.

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Eff off Microsoff!

Just installed Microsoft Office 2010 on my computer.

I'm in nerd heaven!

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Severe case of the giggles, totally ruining Psych episodes...

Lock the Damn Door!!!

Ever Freak the Frak Out?

Well, been there, done that! Let this night be better :)

It's been one of those days....

Ah, to Hell with it!

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Who hates MRIs? I try to sleep but then i wiggle. :/ oh well. At least It's over

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The Tests

So, my tests came back normal,
No IC,
No Cancer,
No legions.
This is great news but now i'm looking into something that i withheld from the doc.
I know this is very wrong thing to do. It's like freaking patient 101, never ever withhold information that could help bring about a prognosis.

Simple Partial Seizures, It's freakin the shit outta me. And when I brought it up with someone they told me that it was nothing. I shrugged of the mysterious feelings and misgivings I had but didn't think more into it...

But, when you are about to be wheeled into a surgery and going under anesthesia you tend to wish nothing would be abnormal... I got hit with the weird deja vu feeling again. Of course, be me, I started to panic but pushed it to the back of my mind. and then last night I did some research on the topic because of my feelings that I needed to do something about it.

I got severely reprimanded by the nurse.

I will never withhold information ever again.
LESSON LEARNED
Well,
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That Burns!

So I went in for a cysto hydrodistension today. Let me tell you, it wasn't fun.

I don't have  IC thank freakin' God. I wouldn't want to go through these every six months.

I get home and I'm sitting here in front of my computer and huge ass bug is crawling on my wall. Needless to say, he got smashed with a heavy book. Way to ruin my already sucky day bug.

Anyway, that's it, I'm tired.

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Short and Sweet

EFF you touchpad on my laptop!!!

I hate you. That's the one thing that I can't stand about Acer Aspires!

If there is anything you want to fix Acer, I would start with the touchpad!

just saying.

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You Thought That Was Santa?

No way! It's Howie Mandel. I'm watching the biography at, http://www.hulu.com/watch/114078/biography-biography-howie-mandel, and it's very insightful because we watch our favorite actor or comedian or drama daytime and we never learn what's behind the face. This particular piece delves in and it's interesting to see how he deals with his OCD and it makes you realize that your own problems are manageable, too. He was also on Comic's Unleased, Episode 2, with Harland Williams, John Lovitz, and Kim Coles. Funny Funny Funny.

Well, it was a tame post, but today hasn't been an enraging day... I got lost on the way to a doctor's appointment, and when you have an Anxiety and Panic Disorder, it's hard to deal with even the smallest doses of anxiety. It because a whirlpool of panic. After calling my mother in tears, she called the place and sat on the phone with me. Now note, I called them twice and I never got a straight answer, but apparently my mother sounded more forceful. I'm grown for Godsakes! I should be able to handle this stuff. Oh, I'm making her go with me to my proceedures for this doc. I said, "I'm not going to get lost again." "How will you do that?" She asks. I said, "Because you're going with!" I smiled at the phone like she could see it... She consented, Thank GOD!!!

Oh well, long day, long night.
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So It Fell Down

Worse than studying for the MCAT, is falling short because your hand cramps up from taking notes. It feels like I should be doing those silly ass hand exercises they make you do in your 7th and 8th grade computer learning class. 1, 2, 3, 4... repeat....

And cue the cramp....

Stupid muscles. I figured from all of my blogging, writing, notes taking, and novel productions that I wouldn't have these 13 and 14 year old computer nerd issues. :/

Apparently there are muscles I didn't know about

Oh well,
Get some sleep,
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It's in the Book; I tell you!

Mcat studying is a bitch, let me tell you! This isn't for sissies!

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I found out the hard way that to use the text service you have 160 characters to say everything you need to. It's a pain if ever there was one.

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I hate when you watch a tv show and all you do is get pissed off at some whiny behavior or annoying character. Watching episodes of hell's kitchen, the most recent to be exact. Shut the hell up and stop whining about each other and just cook. This isn't make friends day. So hush up. Dang


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DAMN I win!!!

So, When you want to have the perfect school schedule and you get screwed over it ruins your day or week or whatever...

Then you hunt at 11pm and find that someone cancelled their spot in the course that you wanted from the beginning.

You jump on it! Hells yeah you got it.

So, MY question to you is: why couldn't you have avoided the class in the first place. I understand you wanted it too, and that's perfectly fine. But, Why couldn't we have figured this out sooner, I just about had a heartshattering moment when that class closed on me WHILE I WAS MAKING MY SCHEDULE!!! grr face is about how i felt about that.

Thank you for leaving the class, you are the reason that I might make it into med school with a little extra UMPH!

Have a wonderful freaking day world!!!

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Spain you Bastards!

Spain, why do you make me sit on the edge of my seat yelling obscenities at the television as you take ball hogging to a new level? You had multiple opportunities to score a goal and you wasted your time trying to be the game match heroes. Shame on you!

In other news, Paul was correct in his prophetic choice for the Final win. Way to go Paul, you now can be king of Spain, you octopus, you!

And, to celebrities, I don't care about your 'baby news'. I'm sorry but you getting knocked up without a stable relationship or marriage mindedness is just asking for that baby to be fatherless or the other way around. Shore up some sense and get settled and stable so that that child has the best future. You selfish twats.

And, to the others, lay of the freaking alcohol and drugs. Come on you only have one brain, why must you fry it and booze it out to nothing. It doesn't make you look cool and it sure doesn't make you smarter. You look like a neanderthal. I swear!

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Consequence

I think it's a coincidence that when I post for the second time the damn clock reads almost 2 am. I am destined to only be available at the AM hours.

Makes for an interesting life.

I've been writing like crazy, as I noted in a previous post. I still don't have enough but here's a spoiler:

It includes an affair, a lawyer, and chinese food. SO, it's bound to be worth a little of your time to read.

Germany won their game today. No surprise there, Paul predicted it. So, it was. Paul you haven't let us down yet, and i'm sure that if we all the Spaniards their choice you'll be the knew King of Spain! Wouldn't that be interesting to be taking orders from a freakin' aquatic animal.

I find is deliciously mysterious! haha! Paul don't let us down.

Hope all have a good day. Post comments on subjects you'd like me to comment on.

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Post #1

So, no original title. This is just an introductory post.

I say it like it is and i talk straight to you. This is my blog of how I view things in the world. I don't care if you don't like my opinion. I'm not here just to make friends. This isn't the playground and I'm not afraid to speak up for myself or others are tell you to get lost.

It may seem harsh but, that is how it is. I also write novels. Which usually end up just being novellas.

I may post some excerpts at a later time. its 5 AM. Bedtime.

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