The Tests

So, my tests came back normal,
No IC,
No Cancer,
No legions.
This is great news but now i'm looking into something that i withheld from the doc.
I know this is very wrong thing to do. It's like freaking patient 101, never ever withhold information that could help bring about a prognosis.

Simple Partial Seizures, It's freakin the shit outta me. And when I brought it up with someone they told me that it was nothing. I shrugged of the mysterious feelings and misgivings I had but didn't think more into it...

But, when you are about to be wheeled into a surgery and going under anesthesia you tend to wish nothing would be abnormal... I got hit with the weird deja vu feeling again. Of course, be me, I started to panic but pushed it to the back of my mind. and then last night I did some research on the topic because of my feelings that I needed to do something about it.

I got severely reprimanded by the nurse.

I will never withhold information ever again.
LESSON LEARNED
Well,
Good Night Stay Strong and Speak Up

That Burns!

So I went in for a cysto hydrodistension today. Let me tell you, it wasn't fun.

I don't have  IC thank freakin' God. I wouldn't want to go through these every six months.

I get home and I'm sitting here in front of my computer and huge ass bug is crawling on my wall. Needless to say, he got smashed with a heavy book. Way to ruin my already sucky day bug.

Anyway, that's it, I'm tired.

Good Night Stay Strong and Speak Up

Short and Sweet

EFF you touchpad on my laptop!!!

I hate you. That's the one thing that I can't stand about Acer Aspires!

If there is anything you want to fix Acer, I would start with the touchpad!

just saying.

Good Night Stay Strong and Speak Up

You Thought That Was Santa?

No way! It's Howie Mandel. I'm watching the biography at, http://www.hulu.com/watch/114078/biography-biography-howie-mandel, and it's very insightful because we watch our favorite actor or comedian or drama daytime and we never learn what's behind the face. This particular piece delves in and it's interesting to see how he deals with his OCD and it makes you realize that your own problems are manageable, too. He was also on Comic's Unleased, Episode 2, with Harland Williams, John Lovitz, and Kim Coles. Funny Funny Funny.

Well, it was a tame post, but today hasn't been an enraging day... I got lost on the way to a doctor's appointment, and when you have an Anxiety and Panic Disorder, it's hard to deal with even the smallest doses of anxiety. It because a whirlpool of panic. After calling my mother in tears, she called the place and sat on the phone with me. Now note, I called them twice and I never got a straight answer, but apparently my mother sounded more forceful. I'm grown for Godsakes! I should be able to handle this stuff. Oh, I'm making her go with me to my proceedures for this doc. I said, "I'm not going to get lost again." "How will you do that?" She asks. I said, "Because you're going with!" I smiled at the phone like she could see it... She consented, Thank GOD!!!

Oh well, long day, long night.
Good Night Stay Strong and Speak Up

So It Fell Down

Worse than studying for the MCAT, is falling short because your hand cramps up from taking notes. It feels like I should be doing those silly ass hand exercises they make you do in your 7th and 8th grade computer learning class. 1, 2, 3, 4... repeat....

And cue the cramp....

Stupid muscles. I figured from all of my blogging, writing, notes taking, and novel productions that I wouldn't have these 13 and 14 year old computer nerd issues. :/

Apparently there are muscles I didn't know about

Oh well,
Get some sleep,
Good Night Stay Strong and Speak Up

It's in the Book; I tell you!

Mcat studying is a bitch, let me tell you! This isn't for sissies!

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I found out the hard way that to use the text service you have 160 characters to say everything you need to. It's a pain if ever there was one.

Good Night Stay Strong and Speak Up